Friday, June 29, 2018

God works in mysterious ways. --- TODAY I received a tax refund check LONG before I expected it.


Yesterday I was at an all-time low financially and with food.

I sent out the update with the prayer requests.

Then TODAY in the mail I received a tax refund that I did not expect until August. 

So my needs are met and some wants are met too. 

Please pray for God to grant me His wisdom from above to use this windfall of money most effectively. 

 Praise the Lord!

Shalom

John

Thursday, June 28, 2018

Pray for My Apartment Lease Renewal, Income, and Food

This is a very difficult time in my life. So I request your best prayers. May God guide me in dealing with the external challenges and internal feelings. 

LEASE
There have been complications is renewing the lease at my apartment in Ennis.

I moved here July first of last year. I signed a one year lease that is up for renewal. That is simple.

But what makes it complicated is that the owner wanted to increase my rent. So the apartment manager and I went to the office in Dallas. That was a few months ago. The rent increase was officially approved then. But she has not gotten any confirming paperwork since. She has called many times and left voicemails.

My part of the rent will increase a little too. I have called and left voicemails. I have sent emails.

There is an online portal for the landlord and me, the renter. Both of us have gone the potholes and got zero response.

There has been zero snail mail.

Thankfully a majority of my rent has been paid because that part of the Section 8 Housing system is working.

Darlene works with 2 other housing authorities and they communicate with her right away.

So please pray for Dallas Housing Authority to make contact with Darlene soon. May these matters be settled so I can renew my lease.

It took 12 months of searching and praying to get to this apartment. I am very pleased with it. I find it to be peaceful and safe. My neighbors are friendly. Ennis is a small town with folks that are not in a big hurry.


INCOME
Also, pray for my cash flow for the coming weeks.

I turned 65 in April. Then the Medicare began to take 134 dollars out of my monthly check.

My insurance agent said I qualify for Medicaid. I applied and was approved. I was told that they will cover the 134 dollars but that could take 60 to 90 days. So my cash flow has been very thin lately. I needed to get help to keep my electricity from getting cut off one time.

Thankfully that 134 dollars will not be deducted from my income at the end of July or August.

I have been making gradual progress in the online ministry. This cash flow pinch has me motivated to release some parts to the public sooner than I had planned. That will lead to more prayer support and some donations to bridge this gap.


FOOD
One of the big blessings, since I moved here, was to receive 2 or more bags of produce each week. A pastor in Ennis has been going to North Texas Food Bank. He has brought a pickup full of vegetables and fruits for the dozens of senior citizens that live here. I have been appointed to lead those operations. I enjoy such community service.

However, for the last 3 weeks, there has been zero food delivery from them. I do not know why. I left a voicemail to learn how we can pray.

My food stamps are put on my special debit card on the 5th of the month. Then I get a ride to buy my groceries at Walmart. This coming week might be a season of modified fasting.

Before June we received food deliveries 3 or 4 times a month. So that was a huge blessing to the nutrition and budget of my neighbors.


CONCLUSION
I receive my social security income on the fourth Wednesday and that was yesterday. So my finances are decent today. But because the funds were removed for the last 3 months my wants have been on hold.  God has met my needs. And again I got a practical lesson in the difference between my needs and my wants.

I have been missing the bags of groceries so I have been eating less and decreasing the stores in my pantry.

I am powerless to make the housing authority do anything. I am not at risk of eviction. But I want this matter resolved soon.

I intend to start online discussions about prayer within about a week. Pray for me to learn how to use this service named Voicethread. Then the webinars and ecourse will follow.

When I make this general update I rarely request direct donations. But I find myself in a very tight situation. So please pray over the following links. If God prompts you then please give generously. If you cannot give but want to then pray for God to connect me with a person who can and will give.

There are links to online gift cards and PayPal

H E B

Walmart

Amazon

Paypal

Your best prayers and support is greatly appreciated.


Shalom
John


Saturday, June 23, 2018

Scared Yet Progressing

SUMMARY
I have been dealing with my fears of failure and success, yet I keep moving forward daily.

This month, June, I have been gathering and organizing note and plans for the MOOC about prayer to be launched on September first.

Next month, July, the focus is on offering some webinars and beginning an online community centered around praying for one another as well as enrolling volunteers for the MOOC.

Then August is for enrolling, training, and leading the teams of volunteers for the MOOC.

Pray for and watch for the first webinar about prayer to be announced in early July.

At the end of this document is a list of prayer requests.


DETAILS
These days I have been facing my fears and yet taking bold action steps.

I am finding that I was often stuck in my Comfort Zone due to the unwillingness to deal with my twin fears. I have feared failure and I have feared success.

It feels risky to daily follow what I believe is the guidance of God. I pray much about the launching of the online ministry. Then I get inspirations, insights, and instructions. A great many times lately God has sent to me the exact right lesson from an online teacher that addresses my current challenge. Such incidents of synchronicity were rare in my life yet are becoming common.  

For a long time, I have felt led to offer an online course and an online community. So many hours each week at invested in receiving inputs from online courses and online communities. This both fuel and inspire me. I have online folders with PDF guides that are helping me design the online ministry from the highest levels of strategy to the lowest levels to tactics.

These have been my experiences. Yet I still have some trouble sleeping. I still get odd sensations on my hands and arms. Thankfully, the headaches are gone. Those symptoms are likely a combination of stress and spiritual warfare. Therefore I am requesting your best prayers.

What I can do is take the next step one day at a time by faith. I can trust in the Lord that he began this good work in me and He will complete it. I can do what it takes to learn and apply the lessons He is sending my way.

The fear of failure happens when I imagine that all this activity will result in zero results. The enterprise in my notes has many moving parts. These need to work well and to flow together as a system. I have never done anything like this before. But the online teachers have. So I can hope that there will be a success. And I can maintain an attitude of a willingness to learn from my future errors and then to make improvements.

The fear of success happens when I imagine the opposite. What if most of the plans in my files work out well? What if lots and lots of people want to participate? What if this online community attracts not only wonderful and supportive people but also mean and divisive people? Generally, I like to deal with words and data. They do not make a fuss. They are predictable and controllable. Yet in order to trust and obey the guidance from God, I need to open the doors wide and let all sorts of people enter. Note that I have never wanted to be a pastor just for the reason that all kinds of personalities will show up.

So, on the one hand, I feel bad that this message is already this long. On the other hand, this is a simple summary. I did not ramble too much in my opinion. And the purpose of this is to enroll targeted prayers so such information is needed.

Yesterday I made the 4 videos that are in the links. The Holy Spirit has been prompting me to make them for a while. Yet part of me thinks they are far too long. People will not watch them soon. But if this ministry grows in the coming months and years such messages will serve as a benchmark of the origin story. You are invited to watch and comment.

Recently I have enjoyed a few enriching phone conversations with key men at my local church. They asked and I told them of my current challenges and next steps. So let me give a quick summary to you.

I continue to believe that the wisest use of my time and talent is to offer a series of MOOCs. MOOC stands for Massive Ongoing Online Course. Lord willing the first one will launch September first. It will be named Let's Pray Better - Why and How to Pray more Effectively. There will be 3 levels of engagements and lessons. These are for children, teen, and Christian leaders. So this will be a huge and complex operation to interactively learn from one another how to serve these different populations.

Then like I told my church friends that is not all. There is more.

I could never give my wholehearted commitment to just help Americans. I MUST also serve those on the mission fields worldwide. So from the beginning, we will be collaboratively creating educational modules that will be used by missionaries and indigenous workers. These will be in English text. That can be rapidly translated online for free into other languages. The text can be read by computers and people to reach those who are illiterate. I have always had a heart for the nations. I have never felt led to any one people group. So this is my way to serve those who serve my brothers and sisters in Christ thousands of miles away. It will be offered under a Creative Commons license so they can edit and adapt to the local cultures.

Other MOOCs will follow in 2019 and beyond. These systems will grow and mature.

So in order to make this happen, I must enroll, train, and lead lots of others. I will need to work with those who bring a wide range of skills, spiritual gifts, and natural talents. Frankly, this frightens me. The scale of this is far too big for my mind to grasp today. So all I can do is take it one day at a time. Leave the results up to God.

All of my life I have been the solo nerd that mostly hangs out at the library or online. I take some comfort in the saying that God does not call the qualified, He qualifies the called.

Do you see how this could become a huge flop or an out of control mess? PLEASE pray much!

So here is the game plan to get this enterprise rolling.

During June the focus is on reviewing my MANY notes from the previous 10 plus years. The aim is to bring them together online in orderly ways that will suit the current vision and game plan. As a perfectionist, I would like to say at this stage for another 6 months to get it just right. But that is not how God is guiding me.

During July the focus is to study for the third time the book my brother sent me about Internet marketing and make applications. This is a proven system that has served all kinds of online businesses. Some of the moving parts of that system include offering some webinars. These are called masterclasses. They give generous samples of lessons for free to prospects. Then in my case at the end, they are offered 3 options. One option is an invitation to subscribe to an email list that will alert them to future lessons. Another option is to join an online community. There they can meet and greet like minded people. They can form friendships, find prayer partners, and join prayer groups. I will be sharing my teachings with the community. Later I will be sharing interviews with ordinary people that experienced major answers to prayers. Such testimonies will glorify God and strengthen the faith of many.  The third option will be to enroll partners. I will need intercessors, advisers, and donors. I will be enrolling volunteers to help with the MOOC

During August I will be working with the initial teams of volunteers. I do not know who will show up and of those who will stick with it. I will be recruiting from the ranks of missionaries, retired people, seminary students, Bible college students, as well as stay at home moms. There will be a huge amount of work to be done to set up the MOOC for the launch in September. It will run until mid-November. During that time and after educational modules will be made for the mission field.

PRAYER
So in conclusion, please pray as the Holy Spirit prompts you.

My ongoing challenges include the following.
learning from and planning to use the many lessons I have already received
making wise choices about what additional lessons I need soon and later
bringing together the many notes and ideas into an initial blueprint of the ministry
especially need diagrams and flowcharts to help me understand and share the overviews
have a general idea of what needs to be ready at the time of the launch and how to get ready
begin to understand how the webinars, newsletters, online community, etc. interact then iterate
sketch out a game plan to roll out the key parts that will cause initial momentum
design and use an editorial calendar to guide my research, writing, video recording and publishing
gain and maintain a holistically balanced lifestyle with right exercise, nutrition, meditation, social, etc.
consistently improve my productivity with healthy habits, wise rhythms, accountability, etc.
navigate and negotiate the distractions, interruptions, opportunities, hopes, fears, worries, joys. etc.
focus on what God shows me is important while not being derailed with the urgent
beware of my weaknesses related to fears of failure and success then be led to conquer them
sooner and later not be derailed by perfectionism and procrastination
trust God to set me free from my tendency toward workaholism
weave suitable spiritual practices into my days and weeks.

VIDEOS
There are links to 4 videos. These a vlog posts. They are about the Past, Present, and Future of my activities related to the ministry. These are like video journal entries. It has been a very long time since I made such videos. So these are rather long. It is my hope that in the future as the online community grows I will make such vlog posts often and much shorter.

There are those who will like these and those who will not like them. But I want to offer the option. Making such videos is very therapeutic for me. It makes me say what I had been thinking. It is a personal way to connect. There is a spiritual value to state publically what God has been doing and how He is guiding. It is useful to make a personal appeal for prayers and later testify how God answered prayers. So please pray that this becomes a healthy habit of mine.

Note that one of the kinds of videos I watch often is biographies. I am fascinated by the stories behind the inventions, businesses, artwork, missionary work, a famous preacher, world leader, etc. This is not appealing to most people. But such vlog posts are like the journal or diary entries of those before the internet. I also write in a journal but I am not as transparent in that writing. Mostly I just let off steam or dream of a better future.

I do invite your comments to this text message and to the videos.


Shalom
Brother John










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Friday, June 22, 2018

Overview of MOOCs

Overview of MOOCs


(This was written initially in March 2018 as part of an online course Foundations of Media Strategy http://www.missionmediau.org/courses/foundations-of-media-strategy/


This note is added in June 2018. I still believe that this is the will of God for my life. But the major change is to start with the MOOC Let’s Pray Better starting in September 2018. Then the other MOOCs will begin to unfold in 2019.)


Thirds
The first MOOC of summer 2018 is presented here in some detail. I have many more details on the related mind map for this MOOC.


The other MOOCs will also last about 3 months. Each of those will follow the same kind of 3 fold pattern that includes basics, intermediate, and advanced.


The first third will be going over the very basics that might easily be adapted for children and new believers. I call that like snorkel swimming.


The second third will be going over the intermediate materials that might adapted for teens and college students. I call that like SCUBA diving exploration.


The third third will be going over the advanced materials that might be adapted for missionaries, church planters, pastors, serious Bible students, and elders. I call that like deep sea submarine research.

Summer 2018 - Start with Jesus Christ
Let’s Embrace the Gospels - Why and How to Know Jesus Christ Better (LEG)
June, July, and August 2018


June 2018
Like snorkel swimming
Pray for wisdom, insights, and understandings.
Just get familiar with the texts.
Hear (audio), read, and see (videos) the gospels repeatedly.
Note questions.


July 2018
Like SCUBA diving exploration
Go over the harmony of the gospels.
Study the contexts.
Dig into the themes.
Explore the maps, people, keywords.
Note questions.


August 2018
Like deep sea submarine research
Collaboratively make a database of tough questions about gospels.
Examine the main doctrines.
Consider the related theology.
Relate the gospels to spiritual formation.
Relate the gospels to discipleship.
Relate the gospels to evangelism.
Relate the gospels to benevolence.
Develop daily and weekly devotionals.
Understand & apply character development.
Understand & apply leadership development.
Explore the controversies.
Note questions.
Seek answers for personal questions.
Seek answers to historic and modern questions.
List personal and corporate applications.
Make plans and commitments for future studies.


September 2018 to January 2019
The outputs of this and future MOOCs will become the input of Our Stewardship Publishing (OSP) that is described elsewhere.  


2019 - Bedrock
Begin to build the bedrock for future MOOCs
Lay the foundations of: language, love, and apologetics


Winter 2 --- mid-January February
Enroll and work with MOOC teams.
Learn from LEG MOOC to make improvements.
Prepare outlines, systems, and materials for future MOOCs.
Emphasize enrolling, training, and supporting leaders.


Spring --- March April May
Let's Discuss Language (LDL)
Go wide and deeping into the essential words and concepts related to understanding and applying the Word of God.


This will help us build on this in future MOOCs and minimize misunderstandings.


There are hundreds of words from the Bible, theology, Christian counseling, spiritual formation, and Christian lingo that need to be defined, described, analysed, understood, and appreciated.


These words are like the bricks, nails, screws, pipes and more that will be used to build all future MOOCs.


Note that Christian cults have taken normal biblical terms but inserted their odd meanings to lead others astray.


Note that when a person starts to study medicine, law, science, computer programing, and most disciplines it is always essential to study the special terms that are used.  


Summer --- June July August
Love One Another (LOA) - Why and How to Express the Love of God Using Words and Deeds
Jesus said that the greatest commandment was to love God and to love your neighbor.


The way to express love for God that cannot be seen is by loving people that can be seen.


As children of God we are to imitate Jesus Christ in how we love others including the unlovely, poor, lonely, hurting, outcast, rejected, etc.


Expressing the unconditional love of God using words and deeds is easier said than done. That is why much prayer, humility, selflessness, empathy, loving kindness and more are involved.


Jesus said that the outsiders will know that we are His disciples by our love for one another. Generally surveys of non-Christians do not show that we are known for our love for each other or them. Instead we are known for being judgemental, self righteous and aloof. So there is always much room for improvement in this arena.


We can never make a person love others in a Christ like way. But we can prayerfully explore what the Bible says about why and how to love others as He loved us. The knowledge and awareness of such teachings could be used by the Holy Spirit to prompt people into becoming more loving.


As the Word takes root in hearts with lots of prayers, guidance, and encouragement, then surely there will be more and better love of God expressed inside and outside the family of God.


Note that such agape love is not an afterthought. It is not some optional thing to do, like if you feel like then you can do some random acts of kindness. Instead it is presented here as part of the bedrock for the MOOCs that will follow.


I suggest that from the perspective of God He would rather a believer excel in agape love than in chasing after mere fame and fortune.


The aim is for this godly way of loving others unconditionally to become a normal and natural part of the life of a Christian all week long. Not just on Sundays or just during a short term mission trips.  


Our shared culture has associated lust and romance with the term love. Yet the Bible declares that God is love. God does not do love on a part time basis. Love is core to His essence. So as disciples of Jesus Christ we are to love others in the name of Jesus. That is an ongoing challenge that will activate spiritual gifts and minimize egotism.  


Fall --- September October mid-November
Street Smart Apologetics (SSA)  
Let us equip high school and college students (as well as others) to defend and contend for biblical Christianity.


That will soon involve apologetic matters.


Even the best rational apologetics cannot lead a person to saving faith. But as a pre-evangelistic onramp, it can make the gospel message more appealing.


Let us aim to keep these lessons simple, reasonable and objective.


They are also intended to be used to improve personal faith in God, trust in the Word of God, and willingness to fully obey the Lord Jesus Christ.


These can and will be used in conversations, lessons, sermons, debates, intercessions, on social media, blog posts, and more.   


Winter 1 --- late November - December holidays - mid-January
Time out for the holidays and to get back into typical pace  


2020 - Pillars
On the foundation of last year start to plant the pillars for future  growth


Winter 2 --- mid-January February
Jewish Roots of Christianity (JRC)
There is an unspoken attitude among many church members that the Old Testament is not important.


There is an outlook that the Old Testament was for the Jews and the New Testament is for the Christians.


But it is very difficult to understand much of Matthew and Hebrews while ignorant of the Old Testament passages that are referenced.  


Unfortunately there is very little understanding or appreciation of the fact that Jesus Christ was the much awaited Messiah. That is what had the initial disciples and other early followers of the Lord Jesus very excited.


The fulfillments of Old Testament prophecies in the New Testament is a pillar for the case of the reliability of Scriptures. And fulfilled prophecies points to the deity of Christ. The unfulfilled prophecies shapes the doctrine of End Times.


The Jewish feasts relates to the person and work of Jesus Christ https://www.gotquestions.org/Jewish-feasts.html This reveals the unity of the Old and New Testaments. It points to how vital it was that Jesus was the unique God-Man.


The Last Supper in the gospels happened in the context of Passover. That became our Lord’s Supper.


Jesus and Paul had major confrontations with Jewish leaders. There are lots of lessons about judaism at that time that make those passages become much richer.


This MOOC is not intended to ever become anti-semite.  


There are Messianic Christian congregations and certain parachurch organizations that will help us at this season.


Spring --- March April May
[Narrative of] Acts and Epistles in Context (AEC)
Many years ago I attended a weekly Bible study at the home of a neighbor. This was an intense study with lively discussions that appealed to serious Christians.


The host and founder of the group worked for an apologetics ministry. He traveled around the country presenting seminars at churches and colleges.


Sometimes other members led the Bible study.


For a few months a woman led who had a professional job. She was not trained at seminary or Bible college.


She invested several hours each week to prepare by diligently reading several sources and bringing to us a simple summary with provocative questions.


She slowly taught the book of Acts from the start to the end. Along the way she brought in fascinating insights about the history and culture of the times.


The text of Acts mostly deals with the missionary journeys of Paul. During his journey he went to many cities. And then later he wrote epistles to those he had visited. So she presented key parts from those epistles related to the narrative of the book of Acts.


Out of the dozens of Bible studies I have attended this was by far the most impactful. I could recognize the grand story of Paul and God working through him.


I have since seen biographical documentaries of Charles Dickens, Mark Twain, and Shakespeare. These traced the timeline of their life while revealing the personal context for each major work.


Previously I had encountered the epistles and the great works of those writers without a personal and historical context.


In the fall of 2023 we will go into the New Testament Survey. Then each epistle of Paul and the other books will be studied carefully. This is a way watch God at work spreading His love and truth shortly after the Resurrection.


Summer --- June July August
Let’s Pray Better (LPB) - Why and How to Pray Better


Fall --- September October mid-November
[The Biblical Themes of] Faith, Hope, and Love (FHL)


Winter 1 --- late November - December holidays - mid-January
Time out for the holidays and to get back into typical pace  


2021 - Dimensions
Learn about 4 grand dimensions of width, depth, height, and core.


Winter 2 --- mid-January February
[Width] Comparing World Religions (CWR)


Spring --- March April May
[Depth] What is Biblical Salvation? (WBS)


Summer --- June July August
[Heighth] Worshiping in Spirit and Truth (WST)


Fall --- September October mid-November
[Core] Getting Back to Basics (GBB)


Winter 1 --- late November - December holidays - mid-January
Time out for the holidays and to get back into typical pace  


2022 - Embodiments
Make many practical applications of what learned from previous MOOCs.
Finding dynamic balances of using all 3 Hs of Head, Heart, and Hands.
These are ways for the Word of God to become experienced and expressed.
These are embodiments of biblical Christianity that impact others.


Winter 2 --- mid-January February
Biblical Character Development (BCD)


Spring --- March April May
How to Learn and Teach (HLT)
Learn how to learn effectively
Learn how to teach effectively
Teach how to teach effectively
Teach how to learn effectively


Summer --- June July August
Making Reproducing Disciples (MRD)


Fall --- September October mid-November
Biblical Leadership Development (BLD)


Winter 1 --- late November - December holidays - mid-January
Time out for the holidays and to get back into typical pace  

2023 - Details
Dig deeply into the details of biblical Christianity.
This is the year to put down very deep roots.
After the previous preparations for contexts this will bring much understanding.


Winter 2 --- mid-January February
World, Flesh, and Devil (WFD)


Spring --- March April May
Old Testament Survey (OTS)


Summer --- June July August
Church History Survey (CHS)


Fall --- September October mid-November
New Testament Survey (NTS)


Winter 1 --- late November - December holidays - mid-January
Time out for the holidays and to get back into typical pace  

2024 - Relationships
Understand and apply biblical Christianity to relationships


Winter 2 --- mid-January February
Divorce Prevention and Recovery (DPR)


Spring --- March April May
Biblical Guidance for Singleness (BGS)


Summer --- June July August
Biblical Guidance for Marriage (BGM)


Fall --- September October mid-November
Biblical Guidance for Parenting (BGP)
It is my hope and expectation that after 7 years of MOOCs that this MOOC will be our crowning glory!


The single most important, strategic, and powerful persons in the spiritual life of any person are their parents.


In order for us to be used of God as the keepers of the flame for biblical Christianity unto the next seven generation then we MUST enroll, equip and support parents.  


Today there are lots of books, websites, and coaches that specialize in Christian parenting. We will gladly link to the best of those when we get to this MOOC. It is never our intention to compete, replace, displace, or discount others that are working in the vineyard of the Lord. Instead we seek to cooperate and collaborate.


But intention is to raise up, equip, and train a mighty army of the Lord to serve as keepers of the flame for biblical Christianity. They will continue to pass along biblical Christianity for more than 100 years. So we need much more than a few practical parenting tips with some inspirational stories.


We need plenty of solid materials that are gradually learned and applied as a part of lifelong learning. We need spiritual mature believers that consistently sow good seeds into the heart of each child.


Note that during the era of the founding of the USA they did not have any mass media. They had the Bible, prayers, and church services. The parents made time to evangelize and disciple each child. The diaries that have survived indicate that they saw this as their sacred duty. Our nation started in a godly way due to these dedicated parents.


The second most important players in the spiritual life of a child are the grandparents. The main focus of this MOOC are the parents. When that is done well then they will become effectively grandparents later. Yet we will also have plenty of materials to serve current grandparents.


Surely parenting is different in various countries and cultures. We will learn and honor this. Most of what we will offer will be Bible based so it may easily be used worldwide.